Homesick

Just like the stage of culture shock, which we are concertrate on these days, when you encounter numerous constant difficults you tend to feel depression and confusion, unconsciously, I find I have been this stage.

The pressure of coming assessment alternate with my worry about house-hunting, which made me so tide and homesick terribly last week. As a young adult who never leave from home before, it is hard for me to deal with everything indeed. Sometimes I want to ask my parents and friends for help, however, beside worry about me they can do little to help me, just because of that I say everything goes well to them... Moreover, I know I have to learn to how to adress problems by my self, from making a decision to deal with it, from making a plan to get something down, all of them I should learn to face independedly in a strange country.

But I also can enjoy the furit after making effort, such as the improvement on language study. It is so fast that time flies, more then two monthes have gone, and it seems the language will finish soon...I cherish the days in pre-sessional course, and will try my best to produce a nice result in the rest days, I believe I can deal with the assessment as well as the moving, acually, it is no longer that I am a child spoiled by family, so, be independed, be courageous.